Co-dependent love Kills

The recent tragic death of Eva Rausing, daughter of a Pepsi executive and married to the heir of the Tetra Pak billions is yet another sad addition to the long list of deaths claimed by addiction. In a relationship fuelled by co-dependence, it is clear that neither partner would ever get recovery long enough to have a proper chance at life.

This situation is so familiar to those of us working in the field. Over and over again I warn my clients about getting into a relationship in treatment or early recovery and those who don’t listen – self will run riot – (and who stay in touch) have almost always found themselves in difficulty later down the line. And although it is the truth, to say ‘almost always’ to an addict they will illicit an attentional bias towards ‘almost’, encouraging the inherent arrogant belief that every addict has that they will be the exception.

It is so obvious to me that in rehab where you are putting down your drug of choice, you are wide open to an alternative, something to fill the gap, the void that any addict in early recovery feels – indeed must feel and learn to tolerate. For this lack of tolerance IS the addictive process in action. An inability to not know, to feel exposed, alone, afraid… – to feel vulnerable generates the compulsion to use. So a relationship in early recovery is a collusion between addicts to mutually fix and avoid this seemingly intolerable void, dressing it up as something worthwhile.

Sadly most of the time the addicts themselves are completely unaware of what is going on, usually insisting that they do know and they are actually in love, and treating those who seek to challenge the addiction (family, sponsors and therapists) as lacking in understanding, punishing and unreasonable. In turn this can drive the couple into secrecy, into the false yet seductive intimacy of ‘them and us’… as the  examples given by the journalist of this article displays, feted couples Burton and Taylor, Cobain and Love, Britney and Kevin, Whitney and Bobby – all very Bonnie and Clyde: over romanticised sickness ending in disaster.

At Charter we work on co-dependence and relationships (with self and others) as a mainstay of our programme. Addiction is at its roots relational and addicts need to be able to have healthy interactive relationships that nourish them, or they will relapse. I have had the privilege to support many people to avoid an ending such as Eva’s despite all the priming that might make that their destiny, and I am grateful for these clients’ willingness and trust to follow my direction. It is not easy, never easy, but it is most definitely worth it.

Read more:  http://m.guardian.co.uk/uk/us-news-blog/2012/jul/13/drug-using-couples-eva-rausing?cat=uk&type=article

2 thoughts on “Co-dependent love Kills

  1. Thank you so much for posting this. Although difficult to read it is also so true to how my addiction works. Although sometimes fighting tooth and nail I always try to listen to the people who are observers rather than participants in my situations, as it is only from this unbiased feedback that I can see the truth between my addiction and my higher self. Thank you for this reminder and for your wonderful insight along the way.

  2. I have been thinking long and hard about this sad story. it made me remember something i was told in a rehabin kent, long time ago. they told me ‘enrico beware. addicts come here alone and all the time they leave in twos…they relapse. exactly what happened to them i read. for some stroke of luck, and not for not trying, i left rehab alone and stayed so for my first year clean. yes, i went nuts at 1 year 1 day with relationships but that year spent going to meetings and…going to meetings truly helped me. it gave me a little foundation on which to build something and try approaching the dating world. the most fascinating aspect of this tragedy is ‘beautiful’ symptom of not staying clean but helping others to do so. giving millions to charity, being trustee in lots of drug related associations and using. personally, i think that anybody who accepted money from them should give them back. i am the secretary of a meeting in chelsea. recently the venue’s manager approached me asking if i could make an announcement at the meeting, to remember this lady who’s been a patron of their charity. of course i declined saying we could not go against our traditions and get involved with outside issues but deep down i felt he shouldn’t have asked. it’s so easy to manipolate earthlings. just pay them. they will kow tow to you. and keep you sick.

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